so....

thought i would take a minute and send a note out to the verse, things are going okay for me right now. i have been substituting pretty regularly which is nice. i still haven't been able to fix my car from last november, but honestly that is the least of my worries right now. i have so many books to read, i think people need to take a break from writing books to give me time to catch up on my reading. i really don't think that will happen though, jerks. my dog is doing well, we aren't as active as i would like, but with working so much i haven't had a lot of time. my life is full of work, reading, and friends right now so it is not too bad!

been too long

i wonder why i start things like this, because i never keep it up. i get so excited about something and then it fizzles. maybe it is because i don't do anything exciting. or at all. i am not sure. i will hopefully be taking a cruise in august if things go my way, which in all honesty doesn't really happen like ever. but i will proceed in life like i will get what i want. hope springs eternal like my dad always says.

i am going to start substituting soon. i am just waiting for my number. then i can get jobs. hopefully people will take lots of days off. my sis already got me a couple for feb. awesome. i just want to start, i hate waiting for things. ironically i don't have a whole lot of patience.

i did get to meet a really great author last friday. she wrote Hush, Hush. my sis was doing an interview with her and i got to tag a long. it was cool and she signed my book. it was fun. i have only met a couple famous people. i say famous because she is on the new york bestsellers list. i might get to meet ally carter too. it pays to have a sister who knows people.

i still haven't been able to get my car fixed, hopefully soon, i am tired of looking white trash. plus it is ugly, it just hangs there. i miss my hubcap too. i had some guy come up to me in a parking lot and tell me could fix it for pretty cheap. it sounded too good to be true. he is mobile so he would come to the house and do it. i am sorry the damage looks bad enough that i don't trust his assessment. i told him thanks and i would think about it. and i did think about it. i thought about it till i came up with no.

not very good at this

so i was thinking the other day that i am not very good at posting on my blog. it has been a crazy month so i should have been posting. the week after my birthday i had to get four new tires and a rim, and i still need a hubcap. then my dog started throwing up like every other day for a couple weeks, finally took him to vet, had to get xrays then a barium test with more xrays, and then surgery. we were worried he had something stuck in his stomach, but nothing. it was just irritated, and after the biopsy we found that he had a small amount of this bacteria that can lead to cancer so it was good that we did the surgery.

on top of all that, i was just in a car accident. at the time i was alone and everyone was telling me it was my fault. the whole time i was thinking "why" i didn't understand why it was my fault. after talking to the insurance company the next day they told me it was not my fault. load off of my mind. so needless to say it has been a hell of a month.

hopefully i can make it thru the next month.

been awhile

so it has been awhile since i have been on here. i just don't do much. nothing to write home about. i read, i have read about five or six books this week which honestly is kinda slow for me. school is okay i have A's in history and psychology. math not so much. i struggle to care about math, but that is not new.

my birthday was the 3rd of this month and that was good. i had mother make a fruit pizza since i am trying to not eat as much sugar. it was fabulous!! i still have a present coming this tuesday, it wasn't out in time for my actual bday so it will be this coming tuesday.

i had to get four new tires, and a rim on weds. that was fun. it was also a lot of money. God laughs at me.

too many opinions

i love how people who aren't mormon are "mormon experts". that is really quite interesting to me. you can't really call your self an expert when there are things that you don't know. we don't share everything with the public. you have to get to a certain point and age before you can "know everything".
i was reading an article on mormons and prop 8. "the evil take the truth to be hard". why is it that on private property we can't ask that people respect our beliefs? you are in utah you freaks! if you don't like it then get out! we were here first and most of the tourist places are private property so get off! it is very frustrating. sorry parents who have gay children, the rules don't change just because you didn't do your job right. cities were destroyed people. it is majority rule in this country folks. you people are not the majority. deal with it. kiss in your home, not my backyard, or place of worship.

waiting

i have never been good at waiting. i hate waiting. stuff that i want resolved right away but can't for whatever reason. i find that very irritating. i just want to get it done, and that is especially if it is unpleasant. i have no real problem waiting for my birthday or christmas, but something that is important and going slowly i find so hard.
like school i just want it to be started so that i am that much closer to being done. my sister and niece coming, i just want them here. money, i just want that now. i am not a very patient person a lot of the time. i should be, but i am not. i hate waiting on other people too. if something needs to be done i suck at waiting on another person to do it.
i had to write this down because of some stuff going on right now. just venting.

updates

i just wanted to write something real quick. my neice is doing better and will be coming to visit soon, and we are all excited about it. school will be starting soon. i need to go and get a parking pass and try to price my books. getting excited about school too.

we didn't have a computer for a few days and i never realized how much i use it until it is gone. i am so glad to have it back. i added some songs to my blog so i hope you enjoy! gotta go get ready for transformers!