on top of all that, i was just in a car accident. at the time i was alone and everyone was telling me it was my fault. the whole time i was thinking "why" i didn't understand why it was my fault. after talking to the insurance company the next day they told me it was not my fault. load off of my mind. so needless to say it has been a hell of a month.
hopefully i can make it thru the next month.