been too long

i wonder why i start things like this, because i never keep it up. i get so excited about something and then it fizzles. maybe it is because i don't do anything exciting. or at all. i am not sure. i will hopefully be taking a cruise in august if things go my way, which in all honesty doesn't really happen like ever. but i will proceed in life like i will get what i want. hope springs eternal like my dad always says.

i am going to start substituting soon. i am just waiting for my number. then i can get jobs. hopefully people will take lots of days off. my sis already got me a couple for feb. awesome. i just want to start, i hate waiting for things. ironically i don't have a whole lot of patience.

i did get to meet a really great author last friday. she wrote Hush, Hush. my sis was doing an interview with her and i got to tag a long. it was cool and she signed my book. it was fun. i have only met a couple famous people. i say famous because she is on the new york bestsellers list. i might get to meet ally carter too. it pays to have a sister who knows people.

i still haven't been able to get my car fixed, hopefully soon, i am tired of looking white trash. plus it is ugly, it just hangs there. i miss my hubcap too. i had some guy come up to me in a parking lot and tell me could fix it for pretty cheap. it sounded too good to be true. he is mobile so he would come to the house and do it. i am sorry the damage looks bad enough that i don't trust his assessment. i told him thanks and i would think about it. and i did think about it. i thought about it till i came up with no.